The Life Im In

It's Been So Long ...

Wow ... it has been since May, i last written in my blog here .. haha .. couldn't believe it has been so long ago .. Well, i've been really busy for the last semester.. The worst semester by far ... Was most thrilled that it was over .. However, a new semester is starting .. and it's starting tomorrow .. haha .. I just finished my 3 weeks holiday doing nothing actually .. hehe ..

Couple of months back was such a living hell for me .. Lotz of assignment, presentations, works... my god .. it was definitely hell ... One freaking , sucking lecturer ... another freaking berat sebelah lecturer .. imagine me with these 2 lecturers .. Dead from the beginning of the semester already .. haha.. Another nightmare was in store for me again when i heard the saem freaking, sucking lecturerr is going to teach me again this coming semester .. Oh my GOD !!! why are you doing this to me ???!!!!! One semester not enough, want to give me another semester ??!!! WHY!!!! lolz ...

Haven't meet up with most of my old friends for so darn freaking long ... The most recent was went out yum cha wif KahWai, Yimun, Monica, Juer and her sis .. dats all ... Before that also so long never see any of them .. sigh .. was so busy plus no car ... can't even go anywhere ...
LeeKuan, Yieng ... so darn long no see ... Ong, y la u stay so far already .. aiseh .. Yieng, lets meet up la ... ish ... Hannah also called me to meet up .. Sure will try to call Sarah as well since the last time she ffked us ... How could you Sarah ?? hehe .. Just need to call around and lets meet up .. LOLz ...

Hm .. don't know what to write already .. haha .. Am darn freaking bored right now .. Tomorrow starting class again .. 8am class some more ... Hell ... sigh ... help me please ... Yieng, will call u one of this days ... haha .. See ya guys around i hope ... Free only blog la .. Lazy jugak .. can't be like Yieng who always update her blog ... and let Tan or Teong or me to kutuk inside there .. haha ..

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Belief

There's always beliefs in life that can't be thrown away just like that. Once you believe in something, you wouldn't want to let it go away, instead, you would want to make it happen no matter how hard you try. This is my belief in life. Would you want to see something that you hope for "gone with wind", thinking that you had done nothing to accomplish it or rather believe in yourself that you can do it thought it may take some time to get what you want. Failure is part of everyones' life. There's no one in the world that could say he or she did not fail before in doing something. This is the risk that is in store for us. No risk, no gain...

I also believe that it requires some sacrifices to earn something in return. Well, nothing comes for free in this world. That's why what ever i am doing can't be thrown away just like that and try something new. Can i call myself a coward if i ever did that ?? Once failed doesn't mean that you could just let it go and move on or try something new. I guess only a coward would do that, seriously. At least give it a shot not once, not twice, or not even thrice, but at least until you think you are too tired to do it anymore or you think it's not worth doing it anymore.

Changes will arrive in your life soon after, something that you need to adapt to as the old ones have gone away. Definitely it will be hard to adapt to it, but time helps out a lot. But.. Are you ready to adapt to new surroundings? Are you ready to get on with your life knowing that there is something different or missing in your life? Are you ready for all these new changes? Think carefully before you can't get back to where you were before.

I don't know what am i crapping again...

Anyway, believe in what you believe, try and try and try until it is time to move on. Before that, never give up before you think it's worth giving up.

Sigh... Life ...

The Beginning

Well, of all person, i would be surprise to see myself ever starting a blog. I guess i was too bored. or am i not ? Hm, that would make me scribble my head for a while i guess. I guess this blog is just to tell whoever is reading this about what's going on in my life or basically what's going on in my head most of the time. Really can hardly imagine myself thinking and writing for this blog. Anyway, this blog won't be updated so frequently i hope. So, no worries for you people out there. You won't get bored too easily. LOLz..

Anyhow, this is about my life, and i will tell you guys about my life. My life sucks, big time. man, how i wish it would be that simple. Unfortunately it's not. It's dat freaking complicated till i myself don't understand at times. Why this, why that .. All these questions appearing but no answers.

Alright, i think i'm starting to crap. =)

Well, i'm just a student, that's right, only a student studying in UTAR. Hear me again, UUU - TAR !! It's not UNITAR !! Come on guys, how can you mix up between UTAR and UNITAR. Sigh.. Anyway, it doesn't bother me that much. Erm, i'm taking advertising course now, anybody want to hire me to do their ads for them ?? I'm listening .. hehe ..

Let's see.. I miss my hometown so much, i miss my old friends whom i hardly able to see nowadays. Where did you people go !!!! And i miss the times i had with my old friends back home, just miss those days.. But, life goes on. Towards the better i hope. Heck ! What am i saying !! Of course towards the better .. And that's the life i'm in now .. It is complicated, yet it is getting better..

I wonder who is going to read my blog. By the way, if any of you guys seem to feel irritated by my blog, just keep it to yourself okay. What can i say, i'm bored and got nothing better else to do. So i wish. Hehe.. I'm starting my new semester soon, too soon, this coming Monday. Oh my god !! It's my 2nd year. Can this be any faster ?? I will be graduating in about 2 years time (if everything goes smoothly ) That is a long way to go right ??  Heck, Yimun is coming back to Malaysia in a month time and she's gonna start working. Can you imagine that ?? Life pass us by so fast !!

Oh, life ......